不确定

虽然现在没什么了，可是心里还是有些不确定。。。

不确定是不是还能像以前那样关心你，
不确定是不是还能像以前那样叫你起床，
不确定是不是还能回到以前。。。

这些不确定有时让我却步。。。
不敢太粘着你，总觉得最近好像对你很客气。。。
虽然好想，可是不敢。。。
觉得自己好懦弱哦~


你说过要懂得守候。。。
守候一个自己爱的人，不是等哦。。。

我会守候。。。因为还是爱着你的。。。

A '3P' Date

I have a special dating today...
I usually date with dar dar...
But, today dar dar brings his friend, Mr. Vincent along...
So, we are having a '3P' date... ( 3 person ) =p~ Haha~

My PP tuition changed to morning...
Dar dar and his friend came and fetch me at the tuition center...
Suppose to be at there... But, they are from Muar...
Dont know the place clearly... So, I had to walk to Toyota branch...
*I told them the branch wrongly... Honda instead of Toyota... Oops... They missed it... Sorry ya~ =p

Straight away went to Summit for a walk and also lunch...
Dar dar said let me ate my lunch first...
They dont need to eat anymore coz they had their breakfast quite late...
But, who knew that Mr. Vincent ordered black pepper chicken chop for his lunch... =.='''
Whew~ What a big eater... Haha~

We went for a walk after that... Saw a bag that I liked...
Simple and nice... Cheap also... =)
As we were together, I found out that Mr. Vincent is a nice and funny person...
*Anyone who is single and wanna know him, can tell me ya... =)

~My new bag~

Then, we went Square One for a movie together...
Final Destination... The movie is ok lah...
But, I didnt watch much... Quite scary for me... Especially some scenes...

Dar dar and Mr. Vincent sent me home after the movie...
Hmm... I thought I still can with dar dar for a longer time...
But, Mr. Vincent need to rush back home at 6.30pm...
Dissapointed... =( But, never mind lah...
Dar dar is with me since 11.30am...
Must be contented... Right???

Anyway, I have a great day today...
Thanks dar dar for accompany me... Muackz~
Mr. Vincent, thanks too~

Jing Wen is happy today... =)
These few days' bad mood all gone already...
The cheerful Jing wen come back again...

P/S : I changed Mr. JS to Mr. Vincent after dar dar's request...

黑暗

最近好喜欢把自己锁在黑暗里。。。
因为这样，就算哭泣也不会有人知道。。。

黑暗，
可以让我躲在自己的世界。。。
没有人看到我伤心的一面。。。
这样也好。。。我爱的人也不会知道。。。
因为‘眼不见为净’嘛。。。

今天很伤感，很失落。。。
周杰伦的《说好的幸福呢》很适合我现在的心情。。。

《说好的幸福呢》

妳的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻

我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛妳呢

而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了

愛情面臨選擇

妳冷了 倦了 我哭了

離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著

有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 妳累了

說好的 幸福呢我懂了

不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了

開心與不開心一一細數著

妳再不捨那些愛過的感覺都太深刻

我都還記得

妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢

我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了

只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著

要怎麼停呢

Spring cleaning

I had my spring cleaning for my room earlier...

Actually, I just planned to clean and tidy up my room this holiday...

Papa got me a 'new' cabinet...

So I decided to change my 'book rack'...

I started to clean and clear the book rack at 10pm on 19/9/2009 ( Sunday night)...

(Where got ppl clean their room at night de? =.=''')

Coz papa asked me to... Haha... Being a good girl mah~ =P

As I have a sensitive nose (to dust and etc), papa forced me to put on a mask...

~Me with the mask~

Bla bla bla~
I cleared lots of things that already no use for years...
Wondering why I kept all those things... Sounds like karang guni... Haha...
Throwed away 3 bags full of paper...
Clean and clear until 11pm++...

Continued my cleaning works on the following day (20/9/2009)...
Wipe my room's windows and all those racks...
Clear my study table...
My study table is quite big... As time past, the space on my table is getting smaller and smaller...
After clearing the table, it is now full of space again... =)

Before

After the cleaning

The spring cleaning finished officially at 3.30pm... (I started at 10am)
Huu~ Feel so great after clearing my room...
Is clean and neat now... Hihi...

Jealous

I am JEALOUS!!!!
I am JEALOUS!!!!
I am JEALOUS!!!!


All of a sudden, I am jealous with my juniors that have bf...
( Crazy arh u.... Jealous of what??? )
Went to eko tution today...
When we finished our tuition, I saw many of their bf came and feth them home...
Sooo sweet...
I am jealous... Kill me~


I dont think I can have the chance that dar dar comes and fetch me home from anywhere...
He lives in Muar... So, how can he possibly comes and fetch me???
Maybe I should be grateful that I still have him with me...
He loves me with his ways...
Just that we cant meet each other everyday...
But, never mind...
We still meet each other, right?

So, nothing to be jealous... Right???
As long as I have your love...

I love you~

Trial finish lor~~~

Hooray!!! My trial finish lor...
Hehe... Actually not lah...
Still got 1 makroekonomi paper leh... Hihi...
But, nvm lah~ Still have 1 week to study what... Haha...


I think I am going to make some conclusion regarding my trial...

PA :
1st paper - Still ok lah... But, die in the 20++ dasar questions...
2nd paper - Ok... Coz got tips from my dar~ Hee... Thanks ya, dar~


Geography :
Overall - Dont know will score not... Haiz...
But, still ok lor...

Sejarah :
Dont know what to say... Aikss...

Pengajian Perniagaan (PP) :
The bahagian A's questions are so difficult...
I think 25 marks bah for 2 papers... Huhu~~~

Ekonomi (Mikro) :
Still can do it lah... Got study what... Hihi...

Left makroekonomi... Will see how I do after school reopen... Hihi...

Selamat Hari Raya to all my Malay friends ya~

部落格私人化

我要把我的部落格私人化了。。。
今天发生了一些我意想不到的事。。。
我在部落格写的东西，有些人看了觉得是在丢他们的脸。。。
唉~~~
不喜欢就别看。。。
我又没叫你看。。。

对于那个看了我的部落格，去告状的那位。。。
我应该猜到是谁。。。
这是我的事，我的部落格，我的生活。。。
你有意见吗？？？

不知道为什么突然哭了。。。
就很想哭。。。觉得有点委屈。。。
为什么我要为了‘你们’而把我写的东西删除掉？？？
我决定了。。。除了有一篇，其他的不会删除。。。

因为我是我，这是我的部落格。。。

*有些事，我不喜欢说出来。。。
就算想说，我也不知道要找谁。。。
每次把不满说出来，的确很舒服。。。
可是别人也不一定要听，也不一定明白。。。
所以我选着把那些事写下来。。。
将来还是会这样。。。*

这是我的天地。。。我有权抒发我的情绪。。。

Trial started

Trial started today with PA paper 2...
Still can do it lor...
Got 1 question, we almost answer it for 2 times...
But, still cant answer well... Aikss...

Still have more subjects to go...
Gambateh lor!!!

*Something unhappy happened today...

School reopen !!!

School reopen lor...
It means that the form 5 students are going to sit for their SPM trial...
And form 6 going to sit STPM Trial...
( Gosh! I haven start to study yet... =.=''' )

To those who haven their finish their homework, must jia you o0...
Or else all your 'NICE' and 'GOOD' teachers will be chasing after you all for the homework... =P

That's all for now...
Going to study lor...

To everybody, Gambateh and Jia you o0~